let me be..

Friday, August 08, 2008

I'm just a little star.

Lovely house eh?

This house is supposedly the house of president of DBS bank.

Located really near my church. (Barker Road)

It looks like a palace!><

I edited it but its not really showing in blogger. damn blogger.

Today's national day celebration was pretty well done (:

Better than my previous ones. xD

202's skit was hilarious even though we watched it before.LOLOL

Community singing was good too,

(Weihan sang! Unbelievable!)

We all laughed when they were singing xi sui chang liu?? thing.

(We sang this last year's national day)

Even though its not like korea's national day,

I think i might love singapore a little bit,

even though it had been only 3 and a half year,

I miss singapore when i'm in korea.

Even though all my friends and relatives are in korea and Indonesia,

I think I love my friends in Singapore the most (heh)

And even though I'm sick of the song 'Home',

I thought it was quite beautiful when the whole school sang it together as one.

Majulah Singapura! I'm proud to be your pr! xD

I painted a tshirt after the celebration for kids in Cambodia,

I turned a white shirt yellow (used 3 cups of yellow paint)

and crossed a ribbon over it. (used 2 cups of red paint)

It looks gay to me but gloria loves it.LOL

Supposed to watch Dark knight with ziyi and wenli afterwards,

but ziyi was sick and wenli couldnt go,

so i asked chris and huimin and they first couldnt go,

so i decided to go eat lunch with sabrina,

and chris told me that she could go =.=

AHH I WANNA WATCH DARK KNIGHT!!

(somemore my church senior kachiao me today that dark knight is so uber nice that he almost cried then make me want to watch it even more. cheh)

In the end i decided not to break the promise with sabrina

and went to.. PEPPER LUNCH! xD

ahahaha it was as awesome as usual :D:D:D

Ate pepper steak and walked around IMM,

Bought Chris & Bev's bday presents (FINALLY)

I love chris' present. I shouldnt say it now (incase she reads my blog)

but its a candy dispenser and i filled it up with 3 packets of maltezers!! xD

Its super uber nice and cute! But its dispensing kindda suck. LOL

We headed to Swensens afterwards and ate ice creams (:

I ate strawberry yogen fruiz (ROCKSROCKSROCKS)

and sabrina ate some... treasure float dunnowhat thingy

which was a coke with mint chocolate ice cream float...

and when they both came out it looked like beauty and the beast.LOL

We talked alot alot,

told her lots of my secrets and she told me confidential stuff too.

Quite engaging xD

came home afterwards and went to cell group meeting,

prayed alot about school stuff..

Nowadays I really dont know what i'm doing.

whenever there's a project or something,

I dont know what I should do unless someone tells me,

and currently my both project groups have no leaders...

I mean leader as in people like gloria.

Math group is Wenli ziyi and me,

History group is Beverly, Jorgin, Teck Lim, Kai Jie, Tan shan and me.

Tell me, among them, who will boss me around to do stuff??

No one. *sigh*

I feel very lost and confused, in the same time i lose confidence.

What have i been doing for my past 15 years?

I mean, I'm supposed to have certain level of leadership considering my 4 years of being a prefect and a few years of being an exco member ( i mean, in church not only art club)

Maybe its because i'm have absolute no confidence in my studies.

I dont even remember a single bio stuff we did in mr soh's class (obviously)

Now, I'm struck with this question every teenager have to ask.

What is my purpose of life.

Why the HECK am i studying.

How am i going to survive the world when i'm out of school.

Well, I dont know.